When I envision the yogi in the cave, sitting on her mountaintop, contemplating the world and attaining inner peace, the image I used to always get was one of overwhelming loneliness and sadness. Who would want to spend years by themselves, in a remote location, away from the world? I would get itchy in my soul when thinking about facing my darkness and sadness all alone, with no one to support me or share my journey. To some extent this is still true – I hunger for the companionship of other human beings, to share in our amazing journey in this body. But as my practice has evolved to include the quiet stillness of yin yoga, I am learning the value of silence, stillness and blessed alone time. Along with that stillness comes a blessed emptiness, as we unlayer and unfold ourselves – like peeling the onion back from our true selves, layer by layer.
There are so many things competing for our attention in this world. TV, bills, kids, jobs, work, food, sleep – am I naming a few of yours too? It feels to me that we can get so caught up in the world of “must do” that we lose the world of “just be.” Conversation after conversation runs around in our mind about how we are not good enough, fast enough, rich enough, thin enough – that its a miracle sometimes that anything we learn about yoga penetrates the deep fog of our critical mind.
What I have to offer today in this snippet of time you are spending with me is something revolutionary for my brain – methods to create space in your brain so that the things you have always wanted can come to fruition in your life. More and more I see the reason why we don’t get what we want is that we hold on to something because of the all-too-present boogeymonsters of FEAR, PAIN, BEING ALONE, and DEATH. Yikes! What scary four horsemen to have running around in our brains. The methods I have found to be tried and true are as follows:
1. Yin Yoga: This yoga rounds out a healthy vinyasa practice like no other. The long holds of deeply restorative and challenging postures allows you to wrestle with the distractions in your mind in a safe, supportive and loving environment. This type of yoga allows you to go deep, kind of like “yoga rolfing” – a comment from one of my students the first time he took my class! The poses are held from 1-5 minutes typically, with longer holds up to 20 minutes in the more restorative postures. This allows the fascia, the connective tissues, of the body to safely stretch and reorganize and literally reshape your body! If you are curious to try this out, come check out my class at Asheville Yoga Center, Wednesdays at 2:30 p.m. I am also doing a workshop for MANNA Food Bank in Asheville, NC on September 5th that combines Yin and Yang yoga for a complete and well-rounded practice. Both worth checking out!
2. Morning Pages: This past year I have come across another amazing method of clearing out my head. I am lucky enough to be facilitating groups of artistic seekers through the process of The Artist’s Way by Julia Cameron. There is something truly, truly, truly amazing about getting out three pages of word vomit from your head first thing in the morning – its a meditation in writing that has freed me up like nothing else to create new and amazing art that feeds my soul and energizes my whole being.
3. Meditation: There is something amazing about just taking time to sit still. To feel the breeze fly through your heart as you just listen to your breath – there is something so freeing, so simple and so rejuvenating about that I am still amazed. If you have never tried meditation, try a FREE class at Asheville Community Yoga Center, or if you don’t live in my area, just type in FREE YOGA into your Google search box along with your city. I am sure you will find something nearby – or check out the multiple resources on the internet to help you meditate, also most often for free. The information is out there, and the GURU is the SELF!
4. Creating Art: There is almost no better way to process your feelings that to create something that expresses what is going on inside you. When I create art, I don’t care about who sees it or how much it might be worth to someone else – what makes true art for me is if the image comes straight from within my heart, expressing what I am feeling at that moment or phase in my life. That, to me, is true art.
So if you are feeling like there is no space in your life for you these days, this is what the yoga doctor ordered – try one of these methods to create space in your heart and you just might be amazed at the result!
Namaste Friends,
Anna Ferguson
USHASYOGA.COM